Saturday, June 6, 2009

Dead and gone


lemme kick it to you right quick man
Not on some gangsta shit man on some real shit
Anybody who been through the same thing
I'm sure you feel the same way

Oh hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long
Just tryin' to find my way back home
But the old me's dead and gone
Dead and gone

Ever had one of them days wish you would have stayed home
Run into a group of niggas who gettin' their hate on
You walk by, they get wrong, you reply then shit get blown
Way out of proportion way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush them
Figure you get jumped here that's next
They don't wanna stop there now they bustin'

Never mind that now you lucky to be alive
Just thinkin' it all started fussin' wit three guys

Dope money, dice games, ordinary hood shit

Or did the ones with the good sense not use it?

So they just start shootin'
For red or for blue or for blow I guess
From Bankhead at the old projects

No more stress, now I'm straight
Now I get it, now I take time to think
Before I make mistakes just for my family stake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away

I ain't neva been scared, I live through tragic
Situations could been dead lookin' back at it
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin'
In the apartments hangin', smokin' and rappin'
Niggas start shit next thing we know we cappin'
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now I think about that what a life I had

Most of that shit look back just laugh
Some shit still look back get sad
Thinkin' my home boy still be around
Had I not hit the nigga in the mouth that time
I won that fight I lost that war
I could still see my nigga walkin' out that door
Who would of thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more

Cuz a nigga his jump cost me more
I'd a took that ass whoopin' out for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripes
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you and you sue me
I shoot you get locked up poor me

I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright, 'cause



Compositor(es): T.i., Justin Timberlake And Rob Knox

that sums up pretty much my feelings now about Dublin, Ireland

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

resumao

tragedia geral abate a nacao..

uma merda de falha tecnica ira botar o pais no mapa de forma negativa

uma falha tecnica pode acabar em certo nivel com a nossa ainda precoce industria do turismo

ainda na onda de tragedias, perdi minha moradia...

e amanha pode ser o dia que definira minha estada ou desistencia dessa terra louca...

o sol nao para de brilhar em dublin, trazendo calor e esperanca p/ aqueles que ainda acreditam que boas coisas acontecem para aqueles que acreditam

esperando por Britney spears, ela chega em dublin dia 19/06

comecando novo curso de turismo em Dublin

e na casa de um verdadeiro amigo que me ama muito e jamais virara as costas para mim

EU TE DEVO DEMAIS HOMEM
SEM PALAVRAS P/ EXPRESSAR O QUE EU PENSO SOBRE VC!


DUBLIN,
SUMMER 2009

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

food


just updating my food skills while out of work...


cheese and rocket salad, fish and broccoli in mustard sauce and vanilla ice cream plus cookies
nothing better

Monday, May 25, 2009

resumo

Well, over here in Dublin, Ireland, we are having a great week. Sunny spells and a nice and warm weather!
Talking about the job front, nothing is really happening. The country seems to be blocked and is really making things a bit harder! Especially when weekends and bank holidays are just around the corner!
Love life is the same. It is just about sex and nothing else really matters! I don’t want this but now, is out of my orbit and I just can’t control.
Some considerations are quite considerable nowadays, but I won’t give it up so, we keep on going!

More photos in
www.fotolog.com/shymup and
www.flickr.com/photos/shymup

You keep well and coming back
Thank you for your custom
shymup

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

resumao

perdi miha casa, nao estou trabalhando e nos ultimos dois meses dependendo de 3os.

tomei um chifre no dia do eurovision and estou nem ai mais p/ o que o mundo podera me trazer

cansei

eurovision contest 2009

This is a European song contest born to connect Europe as whole in the 50's. Now, is more a political game that shows how different Europe will ever be!



1st place: Norway; the BBC presenter said in one stage that he wanted to slap his face. As well in Ireland and all over Europe, we were looking for similar things to do. Although the eyebrows are quite disturbing.




2nd place: Iceland. Yes, if in one hand Sweden spends about €37.000 in a dress, Iceland in the middle of a really bad credit crunch was a 100% hand made. The girl’s mother stitched for hours her dress presentation. Soon, she took Europe by storm.



3rd place: Azerbaijan, a nice surprise and I have to say, is definitely a really catchy tune




4thplace: Turkey; she was the favourite of A.L.W and was also badly infected by a bug in her face




5th place: England, detail, the celebrated theatre producer Andy Lloyd Weber playing the piano. This was his personal project to bring the UK closer to its European neighbours. It did work quite well, because in the last 10 years, Europe would not vote for the UK, now a surprisingly 5th place. Not bad at all!




my other favourites acts:
Spain



Sweden



Portugal




Ukraine